My unwanted crush that I thought I had crushed has made a valiant comeback. The more I discover about this person the more curious I become and its making me angry. He is kindness and a balance of thoughts, his feet stand solidly on his well spent years, there are no monsters in his corners.
The more I learn about him the more I want to smack him on the head until he disappears forever. I want to pick a fight with him and make him do or say something horrible. I want to sneak into his life and smash delicate objects. I want to diminish him until he is flat enough to roll into a ball and throw away.
I am frightened.
