Now I'm thinking about backstories and dreaming of coffee. Coffee is good and then it is gone and then it is good and it is gone, backstories aren't so simple. There are so many horrifying chapters to my backstory that I can't pick it all up in one bag. It's like I tried to cram all the world's dog shit into one plastic bag and here I stand covered in the consequences.
Maybe I'll tackle it in chapters, bind it into something useful, make an index and set it on fire. Or maybe I'll just go out for coffee and understand that it is good and then it will be gone.