I wonder what it feels like two days after you are married when you are washing dishes and wandering around thinking about dinner and bin night and whether you could be bothered cleaning the toilet.
I wonder if security rises like a fog to change the aspect on everything you see or if your foundations are making clicks into place and no matter how far you lean you feel you won't topple. I'm wondering what it feels like to stand across from someone on the edge of a gully in a circle of everyone you love best and know that you'll never again sit like me on the bed with dirty hair and a cat and the black hole eternity laughing empty futures in your face. I'm wondering if you notice or if you just walk a little taller.
I wonder if security rises like a fog to change the aspect on everything you see or if your foundations are making clicks into place and no matter how far you lean you feel you won't topple. I'm wondering what it feels like to stand across from someone on the edge of a gully in a circle of everyone you love best and know that you'll never again sit like me on the bed with dirty hair and a cat and the black hole eternity laughing empty futures in your face. I'm wondering if you notice or if you just walk a little taller.
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Rups :)
This is quite useful in times of trouble, because it means you remember to be grateful for the little everyday happinesses.
VD