I went for coffee with Artboy half an hour ago. He said I want to know how you are and keep up with what you are doing. He said I'm still sorting myself out. I really care about you, I know you think that is bullshit but I do. I don't know what I mean. How do you feel about that? I said What? How do I feel about what?
He is all mystery, long strange looks and endless pauses. He is not brave enough to say what he means. Spencer told me never to trust a conversation filled with pregnant pauses but Spencer also told me the way to cure a broken heart is to buy an expensive hat.
I am. I am. I am ok. I don't know what he means or what he wants but this is ok. I am immersed in learning how to navigate myself through days and days and weeks and months. I am immersed in reinforcing my own heartbeat. I am singing In the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight.
He is all mystery, long strange looks and endless pauses. He is not brave enough to say what he means. Spencer told me never to trust a conversation filled with pregnant pauses but Spencer also told me the way to cure a broken heart is to buy an expensive hat.
I am. I am. I am ok. I don't know what he means or what he wants but this is ok. I am immersed in learning how to navigate myself through days and days and weeks and months. I am immersed in reinforcing my own heartbeat. I am singing In the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight.
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